It’s Christmas and I’ve lost the sensation!

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Yap, I’ve lost the sensation of Christmas.. When everybody get excited of Christmas coming, I just feel nothing.. Christmas or not, it’s just the same day after day passed by.. I started feeling this since I was in college. And the biggest reason for this is obvious. I stopped participating in Christmas event after finishing high school. ahahaha.. I don’t know, maybe I was just too lazy doing it at that time, but now, even if I want to, I can’t. Why? Because this last 2 years, I stuck in the rig, working! ahahaha…

I really miss the feeling I had back in time I was in school. Very very excited when this holiday season came. I want to feel it again.. And I want to be at home with my family, too!! Next year, I will and I have to! ahahaha..

Well, while writing this post, I’m just spending this Christmas eve chatting via Yahoo Messenger with my boyfriend. The two of us are the same… alone in our own place, got nothing to do, can’t be home for Christmas. hahahaa..

That’s it for today.. Write to you next time..

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aaaah,,, sudah lama tak nge-blog.. selain tak ada sinyal yg jelas selama ini (inipun skrg nyuri wifi rig -_- ), aku juga lagi mengalamin yg namanya writer’s block.. *ngeheee.. *cem betol aja :p

ahaha, seriusan tp.. pgn nulis sesuatu, tp lg tak ada yg pgn ditulis.. hahaa..
soalnya semua lg datar2 saja.. (except my love life of course :p)
I think I’m really losing my passion I had when I was still a student. Now, I’m thinking of how I can get the passion again.. the life.. literally LIFE.. the regular one where I know when I have to work, when to have fun, when to work my body out, when to sleep.. something certain.. and the most important thing, where I can be a full time woman.. 😀

yaudah deh.. segini aja..
-____-“

Vaca-post-job-tion in Bali!

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Bali agaiinn..!

Kali ini gara2 gak dapet tiket pulang ke jakarta nihh,, arus balikk sih.. ahaha.. ‘terpaksa’ deh  nginep dua malam, terpaksa jalan2, terpaksa cari makan2an enak, terpaksa shopping2 😀

But.. however fun this is, it’s nothing compares to the time I spent with you, universe.. 🙂

Aku

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uda bosan… pengen pulaaangg… ahahha *lagi ga jelas..

New insight

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I’m not gonna tell story here..  I just wanna tell myself that I feel relieved.. That there’s nothing I should worry about.. I have a good feeling about this thing and I’ll do my best to maintain it.. Last night I involved in a nice serious conversation and it got me something. Some new and great insight. Some prove that nothing I should scared about. Some new knowledge about who this person really is.

Then, every time I feel down and feel like things don’t work as I expected, read this Iyet! Pull yourself together and remember how precious this thing is. ahaha. Let’s not bragging about uncertain things, but just let it flow and do the best.

I don’t usually tell something like this but I do thank God for this chance.

My readings lately

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I like to buy some readings, whether it’s a book, or magazine.. Lately, I really like to read Readers Digest (I usually buy the Asian and Indonesian version) and Intisari. They’re really full of useful informations and inspiring stories. But, those books are not enough to fill my time here while i’m on my job 😀 .. So, I need more readings,, that’s why i also buy Kartini and Nova,, hahaha.. I am used to read those because my mom has been reading them since I was a little.. (*yeah, I’d ever been a little too, u know haha)

I plan to buy Paulo Coelho’s novel. All of them 😀 *hope so :p .. Because, after I read several of his books, I really like the way he thinks, and how he writes each of his novel in very different ways, makes them unique one to another. I have read The Alchemist, The Devil and Miss Prym, Veronica Decides to Die, By the River Piedra I Sat Down, 11 Minutes, etc (I kinda forgot, it’s quite been a long time..)

So, I started buying the novels. I started with The Alchemist (I wanna read it deeper, cos I thought the novel is very good to be contemplated) and The Winner Stands Alone (one of the MWD friend said it’s a very good book). Currently, I’m still on the early page of The Alchemist..

Well, another reason I like his novels is somehow he can put the Bible verse into his novels and built a novel from that verse’s perspective.. Kinda awesome, I think..

That’s my sharing for now.. Happy reading!!

You just got punked, Iyet! *sigh

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Yap,, going on the job with mr. Andi Paga is definitely frustrating!! ahahaha…. kayak dibilang ama MWD yg lain, harusnya kita dapat dobel bonus kalo job ama si bg Andi.. wkwkwkk

Bbrp hari lulu, hapenya co-man di sini ilang, padahal di taro di officenya, how come?? nobody knows.. sejak itu, smua orang ngingatin aku spy hati2 letakin hp (soalnya awak cukup terkenal sering ketinggalan hp di galley ato di jendela manapun yg bs dapat sinyal 😀 ). Apalagi pak AT, org Rutledge, udah ngingatin bbrp kali dengan *sorry pak :p* mukanya yg serem itu,, ahahaa

And it happened, aku, bg andi dan suhri lagi makan di galley di camp. karna awak pikir cuma bentar ngambil garpu aj, awa tinggalin aja hp di meja, ada bg Andi kook disono.. but after that, i really forgot about my handphone,, tiba2, di mobil, di pertengahan jalan ke rig, aku teringat,, “iihh hape ku mana yaa??”

Bang Andi dan Suhri nyangka awak cm main2, keilangan hape… habis disini udah kebiasaan suka main boong2an semua sih, jadi kalo ada yg jujur juga dikira boong,,, sigh… Suhri dengan yakinnya blg “gw ga mau balik lagi ke camp buat nyari”.. zzzzz takuuuttt… bg Andi blg, “yaudah, ntar di atas (di rig, red) kita coba telpon org bawah, skrg ga ada sinyal”

Dengan penuh kebingungan dan kalut (jiaah lebay), awa nurut2 aja lah,, sampe2 di rig, dicoba telpon ke hape awak, ga aktif,, “wah udah lah, lenyap itu” kata mreka… hikksss… sedih tapi mencoba sok kuat, itupun masih dianggap awa boong, mau ngerjain mreka krn sesekali aku kayak tersenyum, padahal itu senyum meratapi nasib kehilangan hp.. *what??

krrn mau survey dl, awak ke unit dl, tba2 dipaging ama bg andi, dipanggil Daddy (pak John, red).. sempet takut dimarahin babeehh… hiks..
nyampe2, bg Andi blg, “coba kita telpon lagi”, tiba2 ringtone hapeku berbunyi,, muka ku cengok bengong gajelas nyari2 sumber suara hape awak,, ternyata ada di atas speaker di ruangan itu!!!
HUAAAA!!! BANGSAATTTT DAAHH!! *bukan bang Satria ya,,
abis deh si bg Andi ama Suhri kugebukin,, *lebay
SIAAAAALLLL.. hiks…
ngadu ama babeh, eh babehnya puas banget ketawa2… haizzzzz…..

yap, i just got punked… dikerjain abis2an,, trus mreka blg pulak itu, masa ga nyadar sih dari tadi,, mmg stlh kuingat2 ada bbrp kejadian aneh yg ga biasa, si Suhri makan di ruangan non-staff, tumben2an,, si Suhri jongkok di sebelah bg Andi (tah ngapain, awak kira lagi kumat gilaknya, eh ternyata disitu si bg Andi ngasi hp ke Suhri, smntara penghuni galley yg lain uda ktawa2, dan aku ga sadar!!),, dan selama di perjalanan, mreka ktawa2 sbnrnya, cmn krn gelap, lagi2 awak ga sadar,,

An*r*t lah selama sejam awa kira hp awa benar2 ilang,,, AARRRGGGHH.. tapi kalo dibayangin lagi lucu juga sih,,, soalnya, aku smpet bilang ke mreka, kayak punya firasat gitu sorenya, krn awa hapus sms yg ada pin sms bankingnya,, emg bener kayak ada firasat,, tp ternyata itu cm firasat dikerjain rupanya.. trus, wktu pak AT lewat, aku smpt bilang ke Suhri, “Ri, aku takut ktemu pak AT,, takut dimarahinnn,,, ”
ahahhaaaa.. so stupid…

Well, that’s life on Drajat,, eits, ralat, that’s life working with bg Andi Paga!!!
hidup tak tenang takut dikerjain,, (FYI, awa pernah ngelilingi crane sampe diketawain ama crew rigfloor, padahal waktu itu awa cuma ikutin diaa nyari2 motor buat diukuur.. 😦 padahal udah baik2 mau bantuin ngukur, masih aja dikerjain… rrrrrr)

ahahhaa.. tap tak apalah,, melepas stress working in the field,, 😉

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